lazyy

I have being so lazyy these days. 

too many works to do and there is so little time left. 6 days to trial exam b*itch ! 

and 60 days to SPM ! 

I dont know how to cut down my laziness and turn it to hardworkness?

haihh, anyways, here is just a short update to make my blog wont look so dead. -___-*

i'm doing my chemistry form 5 chapter 4 thermochemistry note and im so lazy. okay fine.

i had set up a time table for me to study everyday after done all the homework, but now time mostly goes to sleeping and eating and facebookin and tumblrin. omgomg. im gonna dead seriously.

homeworks. WOW. i cant imagine how many days i need to complete all those homeworks and im so lazyyy.

im getting fatter day by day. i eat more and more and more. okay now i know #whynoboyloveme.

school is like usual. we pj and we support our class dudes playing futsal. we laugh out loud. 

we chit chat shit talk.

we did work that teacher as us to do, IN CLASS only. hehe.

okay done.

shalomm. baii.

TGISaturday.

heh. I forgot to put title on my previous blog post. heh, but nevermind. 

Who cares? HEHEHh.

i rather not coming home. i want to smoke and i want drunk all night.

but somehow something prevented me to do it all. IDK why.

I know its not good yet i need to fight with my heart and im always the loser.

phone broke down :/ haihh, need go reformat liao.

yay daddy want buy ipad. yay yayyyy can forever rebloggg on tumblaaaaa. <3

i wanted to change the tumblr layout to those alike with those awesome blogs one but i lazzy. so, yeahh.

I miss Grace. I miss hugging her.

I miss everyone in my life.

The boy very hardworking at the place i work, we called him handsome boy but i call him sengboii la. x3

hehh, he talk his past with us just now. 

he miss his mom. and his mom had past away and he was used to very close to her and he looking her die inside and he cannot save her.

I feel so sad. he seems want to cry but he smile at me instead.

He miss her. Like seriously.

he work at saloon from morning until evening, and night work at waiter. 

he looks awesome and strong. yeah.

im gonna reformat my phone tomorrow.

oh yeah i wanna hug him so much just now, like a boss. seriously.

super random? 

k baii.

Monday

Really thanks a lot to God that make me able to wake up this morning. 

I was so excited when waking up in the morning and turn up in the school. I met my so-called long-lost ( one week ) friends. :P 

Thanks to God once again that he enable me to reach school safely and peacefully. 

Found one website, its a Tumblr website. 

and it is super duper ubber awesome.

Heart In God Tumblr.

You will like it. :) 

Shalom. GOD bless all.

IDKnow.

SHEETZ.

Its been a long time for blogging. ;x

Spending too much time on Facebook and Tumblr. 

Been mess up for love and friends. So much things happened and I'm thinkibng how to face it. 

Friend shouldn't be the one left you behind when you need someone else. 

Friend shouldn't be the one left you for their BOY/GIRLfriend instead listen to us. 

If the friendship can broke so easily, IT doesn't name as friendship. ITS FRIENDSHITZ.

Okay, I apologize if I caused any convenience.

I've learnt how to keep everything inside instead of showing it out dramatically. 

This happens when I'm soooo excited 'bout something and I wanted to tell someone 'bout that, they ignore me by talking other things or talking to other peoples OR IGNORE me straight before I get the chance to say anything. #foreveralone.

AND AND,

I extremely DISLIKE the so-called-friend, use MY name to hang out and ACTUALLY they are abandon you aside AS they wanted to GO OUT for meeting their BOY/GIRLfriend. 

I was like, WHAT TEH HEWL you ask for hangout when your aim is actually DATING, WHILE I'M ALONE OVER THERE DOING NOTHING ? 

How would you? HAHAHAh. 

+ I Don't Give A Fuck if you dislike me. 

But I DO Give A Damn if you talk bad behind me. 

AND I DO GIVE A FUCKIN' SHITZ ON YOUR FACE IF I CAUGHT YOU DO SO. 

hahah. I'm so bad as you can't imagine. :) 

BTW, some random strangers, I'm not as friendly as you all think. 

SO, stop judge me before you know me and anything else.

:D
mlm F*CKKK.

okay,

I met Grace for the second time. *FINALLY*.

She is sooooooooooooo small. But I'm so sad bout it when the cute-ness of her became one of her problems. :( haih, what to do, life always unfair tho. 

:')

And FYI, the first time we met was at AHPek's house when CNY'11. 

and I had a family day trip with my FAMILIES ! :D, after a long hard working time, finally we get the holidays to spend with. Its so cooool.

We went to Matang Wildlife Center.

mom and Amanda

This looks fat. But this is ME. :)

Amanda, mama, papa and Cheryl.

And we went to the river, and of course, SWIMMMM.

Guess which is me ? :P -NEHHH, the MIDDLE one. LOLL

FOOOOOOD ! -I looks FAT, #fml.

And...

LOL, Amanda-the-beauty-lover. 

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On Sunday, I skipped tuition ;p

Mom drive me, Cheryl and Amanda to Damai, Santubong and Buntal for refreshing trip. Its just a short-short trip even though I didn't TOUCH sea water. #FML. *sigh* I miss beach so much ! 

 

NAA, lazy for uploading photos. :P its time for me to tumblring ! Goooood looooong byeeeeee Bloggerrrr. :P btw, follow me on tumblr, 

#my tumblr.

Tadaaaaaaa. 

-Life is just miserable, theres no undo nor return. So, live like theres no tomorrow. :)

That should be me.

AWWW, i can't say that loudly. Cause I really truly loved you.

Some bitchs, err, i mean THE BITCH. please shut up your dirty mouth and please keep my place clean whenever you pass through me. And, I really look down on you. :) I never block you in facebook, you blocked me first before I get to block you. okay, my life are more life-ful when you're not bitching around me. BUT, now you unblock me. wtf ? then, whats the main purpose you blocked me before ?

Bitch is always bitch. Once a pelacur, forever a CHICKEN. :D

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Sorry for being rude. Thats the things I could say. OR else she would be too over. 

I'm still okay. LAWL.

I got sorethroat D: and its getting more painful. I got inflammation on ma throat.wtfffffffffff.

Its super painful !! I can't even swallow a thing. even my saliva.

God please save !! :( 

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.. some nice pictures that talks my moods. enjoyyyyyyyy.

Dream , Is always beautiful.

Oh, yeah ♥

And honestly,

so true. :)

and ended my post with, 

another awe-som-e song by Justin Bieber. <3 

Chaw, peace. /|\. :) 

-Cat