Days.

Super stress.

This is the only word comes to my head.
I get moody.
I get tears.
But I got no reason to cry.

That few days of sick, I was absent from school. 

Now I can't catch up for my maths. I get really upset..

I felt wanna cry.

I'm scolding myself for being so lousy.

I'm angry at myself.

I looking at my maths work. LOTS. 

But I can't start writing a single word cause I don't know what to write.

I can't attend tuitions. Cause I need to work at night time.

How to tuition then?

NO work NO money.

NO money how to survive in this world of reality ?

Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money Money 

Its just all Money ! 

Darn it.

Sometimes I was thinking that I should quit my work.

Money.

It stop me from thinking bout that anymore.

What to do. I'm not born in good-conditioned family. All are just sort of money.

ya. MONEY again.

zzz.

Super stress when I was thinking of it..

Felt that my shoulder had something very heavy to carry.

...

Everyday the first thing comes to my mine when I open my eyes from sleep,

Did you slept well ?

Did you had your meals ?

Did you take good care of yourself ?

Did you go sleep ?

Did you miss me ?

Did you sometimes really wanted to see me ?

Am I always bring troubles to you ?

...

I can't stop thinking.

I felt that I'm useless when I can't help when you are in this situation.

I'm trying to help.

But I don't know HOW I should help.

...

9days without webcam.

3days without any calls.

I don't know how I stand this.

I keep stop on your Facebook profile when I am online.

...

Gosh, -Dear God- really tears me out.

Can't hold my tears when listen to this song even just the melody at the beginning.

IMREALLYREALLYMISSINGYOU.

IDAMNMISSYOU.

ISUPERBMISSYOU.

IREALLYREALLYDAMNSUPERBMISSYOU.

↑ point at here. :) ↑

IMY.♥

Baka,

promised me to take good care of yourself.

So please go on for the promise you make. K?

'Cause I'm lonely, I'm tired,

I missing you again.

Oh no,

Once again. ;')

K-

ILY. :)